The good news is...I know I won't be feeling any worse over the next few days, because I didn't get chemo today.
The bad news is...My cancer is not being treated, because I didn't get chemo today.
It is hard to be disappointed when they say I don't have to put that poison into my body. I don't want to get sick! I don't want to be stuck in the hospital or stuck at home in bed, BUT...not getting chemo means more time for my cancer to grow or spread to more dangerous places, like my liver. I want a long life, but I don't want it to be a miserable one. Where is the line between quantity and quality. When is the quality so bad that you are willing to give up quantity to feel better?
Well, I have until next Monday to ponder these great questions, and then I will meet with the doc to have lab done and determine where we go from here. Do we keep trying this, changing the dosing and scheduling? Do we try a different chemo? Do we wait more?
For now, I don't know those answer.
Thankful for?! Daylight Thunderstorms! LOVE THEM! I love watching the storms roll in and out and the fresh smell of rain!
I should have ran and jumped in the puddles! I did swerve a couple times to hit some BIG puddles with the Jeep, that probably counts!
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I'm thankful to have the best sissy in the whole world...hopefully your dr can find a happy medium for you so you can have the best of both worlds...quality and quantity (we all NEED you and we need you HAPPY)!!!!
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